I got up this morning, pregnancy test in hand. Eyes glued, I head to the bathroom. I am confident. It is the day of the year. What a great way to start the year! I'm not really late in my cycle, J33 to be exact. As I have cycles that vary widely and I think I ovulate around days J18-J20, I let myself be carried away by my little hand obscure, that of compulsive tester.
You should have seen the disappointment on my face when I read the test. Niet. There is no shadow of a line. I'm transferring it from all angles, looking at the light. There is nothing.
There is not enough for a drama. My periods are still not there. Everything is still possible. However, I do not like the way I saw all this now. I am too involved . I'm stressed. I must calm down. This is only our first month trial after all.
*** Edit: The more things change the more they like
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